My Dear
One,
You
die every time you forgive.
Again
and again and again.
My
life in exchange for yours,
Your
pride and rights traded for praying blessings on the wounder.
It
hurts for a reason.
Don’t
balk at the hurt of forgiveness,
Choose
it.
You will
never die alone.
I’m
beside you, dying through you,
For
you, for them.
Let it
hurt.
Be a
masochist for grace.
Say to
those who have wounded you, stolen life, unrepentant;
Say,
“Peace.”
“There
is peace between us. You are not in debt
of any kind.”
Name
the hurt; go as deep as you can.
Be not
afraid to dig or expose.
Your
wounds need not cower in shame or dark.
Let
them out.
I can
pay for that hurt.
“What
about this one, Abba?” you say to Me.
“This
one nearly destroyed me.”
“It
will not destroy Me, Dear One. I can
bear that one. That very wound is My
specialty. I will pay for it. Give it to Me.”
You
give your wounds back to the ones who hurt you,
Hoping
and waiting for them to pay.
It’s
like asking a child to fix the window they broke.
I will
pay;
Not
because sin is okay, but because My love is stronger than sin.
Heaven
is a debt-free kind of place.
Hurt
with Me on earth and be released into joy when all becomes new.
Be careful not to revel in your pain or make
yourself a god.
Just
let forgiveness hurt if it must.
This
is a brand of forgiveness you’ve yet to embrace.
It will
become more of who you are.
You may
one day take joy at the prospect of forgiving a harsh wound.
In your pain, praise Me for My choice, for My
pain.
Do you
know this frees you from perfectionism?
Go
ahead – make a mistake.
I will
pay for it.
You
hurt others, and My grace is enough.
I know
you’re weak.
You don’t
need to prove anything to Me.
Wounder
or wounded….I’ve got it all covered.
I am
the atoning sacrifice for sin, and not only yours, but also for the sins of the
whole world. (1 Jn 2:2)
If you
confess your sins, I am faithful, I am just.
I will forgive you and purify you from all unrighteousness. (1 Jn 1:9)
The
reason I appeared was to destroy the devil’s work. No one God created will continue to sin,
because God’s seed remains in him; he cannot go on sinning, because he has been
born of God. (1 Jn 3:8&9)
This
is how God showed his love among you:
God sent Me, His one and only Son into the world that you might live
through Me. This is love: not that you loved God, but that He loved you
and sent Me as an atoning sacrifice for your sins. (1 Jn 4:9&10)
Love,
Your
Savior
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